and see my toenails
long jagged and yellow
I feel sweaty
my hair is greasy
I’m breaking out with acne on my forehead
I haven’t exercised in weeks
it’s 12:06 am
wednesday
early
early morning
and I feel sad
and drained
but couldn’t sleep if I wanted
my days slip by
falling into some blur
I can’t recollect
even if I wanted
my neck is stiff
asshole itchy
and there’s some drips of urine
I feel
on the side of my leg
I’m not wearing underwear
and didn’t shake
a lump of worthless shit
but calling this thing
me
shit doesn’t matter because
you’re
shit too
a worthless
breathing
waste of oxygen
you
can kill yourself
and will be forgotten soon enough
TRUST ME
time
inevitably
makes us all worth
shit
you’re an
organ-
puss-
blood-
greasy-
mucus-
filled-carcass
and wont be missed
for long
do you miss
the children
who starved to death
during your last meal?
NO
you don’t.
THROWN INTO THIS
you never had a say
you just
appeared
that’s it
and eventually
go away
everything in between
makes no difference
to me
to him
to her
to you
it happens
you can’t will otherwise
go ahead
make some changes
make your difference
for yourself
for others
just know
time will get you
nuclear doom
2012
end of days
oooh! how scary!
FUCK YOU
all days will end
no matter what
whether 1,000,000,000 years
or 5 seconds
everything’s slipping away
do you feel it?
do you feel the world
pulsating beneath you
around you
inside you?
every pulse is closer
to the last
it’ll be there soon
time is neither friendly
nor malicious
but unfeeling indifference
it’ll move persistently
nothing can deter it
it’ll crawl and seep
into every crevice
writhing and gnawing
gestating
you
into nothing
just like before
you
were ever here
No comments:
Post a Comment